Celebrate

I want to celebrate those days when "things" seem to be going right in the happy energy that I can sometimes have, in the resolution and the working through important things, in joy.

I do not know or understand what makes those days different. They start the same. Sluggish waking up. Feeling shit for the whole morning. Then either deteriorate or, like today, somehow livens up and a sort of helpful energy lifts me up, allowing me to reach better places.

PS: Of course, I am talking about my homework. Everything else stays unresolved... But now is not time to think of them!

PPS: I started feeling grumpy about 15 mins after posting this. There is something very scary in being happy. There is the fact that what is helping me will stop helping me and I will fall off again. Or that if I am too happy, something re venges itself on me so I have to suffer quite soon after it to compensate.
So don't be too happy I am happy because it brings me down.